I’ve walked through a version of ‘hell’ the last twelve months and the fullness of that experience at every level of my life and being is a story between me and my spirit team alone. I have seen, heard and experienced the ‘dark’ side of humanity and as much as it tried to destroy me, the sacred fire I carry in my heart to protect and nurture life has reached an indestructible level. I mastered my fears.
But I didn’t master them alone, I strengthened my relationship with Jesus, Mother Mary and Archangel Michael who helped me endure that journey. They didn’t take it away from me, but through faith I knew they had my back and it was up to me to master my mind and rewire my nervous system so that I could shift from ‘survival consciousness’ to ‘THRIVER consciousness’.
It is ‘fear’ alone which destroys our life force energy but the majority of that fear is self-generated. We create stories in our mind, most of it is stimulated through sensory data communicating messages to the brain which interprets it based on what it thinks it knows. Most of this stored ‘knowledge’ is based on past experiences which are driving ones perception of reality in the now moment until you recognise when it needs reprogramming or upgrading, just like software on a computer.
During my walk through ‘hell’ I felt Jesus continually drawing me back to these words “NOTHING HAS MEANING UNTIL YOU GIVE IT MEANING.” I realised that I get to choose my perception of the world I see and sometimes that requires looking beyond what I see through faith alone to see a new possibility more aligned with what I desire… “HEAVEN ON EARTH”.
The revelation helped me to better understand Lesson 1 in A Course in Miracles – the absurdity of the lesson suddenly had a depth of meaning my old self would never accept as reasonable… until it was.
