I have great respect and reverence for the church and leaders and members who bring their devoted and faithful hearts to a place of worship which feels safe. There are many people suffering in this world and the church will prevail because it has a responsibility to care for the people and lead them closer to God.
I received a vision of a very grand congregation in the future, confirming this to be true but the feeling within the building was lighter and brighter. Further to that in a vision during meditation I was skipping within a church – sweeping through it, smiling and rejoicing – this symbolised an energetic restoration – to revitalise it with new breath – giving it new life.
Whilst raised in a family which considered themselves Catholic – we didn’t attend weekly mass or read the Bible – on the upside – I was able to free myself very easily and explore spirituality on my own terms without feelings of guilt and shame. I always believed in God because of those early experiences within religion but I recognise my devotion to Him truly began when I let go of my own desires many years ago and turned to Him to ask what He would have me do. God brought me a desire to explore the Bible and Christian churches – I never stayed – I was learning, I was receiving data in my search for Him.
In 2022 during the ‘Sacred Space of the Heart Meditation’ brought to this world by Drunvalo Melchizedek – I received a message which led me to develop curiosity about the Book of Revelation and I felt a natural inclination toward Jesus. This was the beginning of building a relationship with Him.
In early 2025 through many signs and a developing desire, He was asking me to return to the Catholic Church, so I did – but once again, I didn’t stay – I was reading the energy and receiving data. One day at home in quiet solitude I felt the presence of Mother Mary Queen of Angels sweep through me, and I cried with so much deep sorrow – they were Her tears. Can you imagine if She was alive today how she would feel seeing so many people throughout the world glorifying Her son Jesus the Christ dead on the cross?
Please consider this for a moment with an honest and open heart. Imagine walking into a place of worship to see DEATH glorified. Not just any death, but His death. It makes me nauseas because death glorified feels spiritually and psychologically traumatic to me, in contrast to praising Him as the LIGHT OF THE WORLD. But sadly seekers of God have been conditioned to believe this is normal. I would consider it abuse (even if it is unconsciously/ unknowingly) and if you were to conduct scientific research on what happens to a child’s mind and body to see a cross with Jesus dead on it versus a cross akin to our ascension – my hypothesis is that putting death on display fosters discord, rather than peace.
If the church wants to thrive, it must take Him off the cross and see Him as he truly is – risen and ascended. It needs to be willing to grow not in numbers but in consciousness and evolve because one must evolve to draw nearer to Him. And its members, especially leaders must honour God-like qualities within themselves so that it can be reflected by the church. I recommend studying teachings of Paramahansa Yogananda for assistance.
With my breath I speak the message that when you take Him off the cross you shall know Him more intimately, discover the deeper meaning of His teachings and honour all of it, which extends beyond the New Testament.
On a final note – this is my public declaration –
IN THE VICTORIOUS PRESENCE OF GOD AND LORD JESUS THE CHRIST, I DECLARE THAT THE CATHOLIC CHURCH AND ALL OTHER DENOMINATIONS DO NOT HAVE PERMISSION TO DECLARE ME A SAINT AND PROFIT FROM MY WRITINGS FOLLOWING MY FINAL ASCENSION.
A great many Saints of old have returned in this lifetime and will not conform to greed or corruption. Nor will they acquiesce to a faith which does not recognise WOMAN as giver of life and worthy of leadership within the church.
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